A Story About Wanting To Commit Suicide, But It's Scary So I Find A Yandere Girl To Kill Me, But It Doesn't Work

#Suicide-Boydon't say quit asking for attention I'm not this is real i can sort of relate to him my father went to prison when I was 7 now I'm 16 and my mom is always sick I was also bullied to an extent that a teacher joined the bullies and I also tried to kill myself but stopped but the one thing that is different is I don't have any friends to help me cheer up so now I am in a constant state of deppression

#KAICHOU-WA-MAID-SAMA!Love the romance in the story, no but sincerely I can't help myself but to admire Ayuzawa Misaki for her hard work and her talents in sport. Oh! And did I told you that my favorite character is actually Yukimura-senpai, I love the fact that everybody mistakes him for a girl. This is just so wonderful. Lol? And for Usui, I haven't fallen for him, but I have to say that I kind of feel bad for him... because of all the misunderstandings eith the duke and his family. Anw, I loved this manga, so please continue this for me snd all of its fans!! ❤️

#XUAN-JI-CII love it so far one of the best mangas I’ve read next to this other one about a girl living with a boy who can turn into a dog and a boy who can turn into a cat but I lost the manga T-T

Hello everyone! Hope everyone doing well. I cannot update yet because I have new story am doing right now. It is actually a writing contest in Wattpad. I wanted to share it here but not certain if I was allowed to do so. I will share the link if I am allowed to post it here! Hehe...

Oops, I forgot to put the title in the last Bonus I inserted in the oneshot story. The title is, "The KING'S MISTRESS". A story about Xhamara who was forced to become a King's Mistress. It has a lot of twists on this novel so it's not good to have only a ONESHOT. Just a special chapter i will presented soon. Hope you'll like it! Thanks!

chapter 1 Who are you?

My name is Luca and this is my story. I should first tell you a few things about myself. My mother died when I was younger due to an accident. My mom was nicest and kindest. People that knew her was very sad that she died. My father couldn’t even look at me because I look just like her. He became depressed to the point where he didn't want to work, so I had to get a job. I didn't really love it but I also didn't really hate it. I always work after school, oh my breask I would do my homework and some other students who had paid me to do their. I was okey with it because I have nothing better to do. So why not? I really needed the money but I couldn’t tell my father that I had a job and people are we’re paying me to their homework. He would be fruious at me, so I have to keep a secret. I am a senior in high school. I don't really have friends and the only friends I have are my books. I just focus on my schoolwork so I can graduate early. I am 18 years old and I'm not that tall as I'm only 5'7 and I'm gay. I don't really wear a lot of cool clothes and i mostly look like a nerd. I don’t really enjoy talking to people, I'm pretty shy and a quiet guy who sits all the way in the back row. It's better sitting at the back as I can see the outside and be with my own thoughts. I don't have to be around a lot of people and they usually don’t see me since I'm seem to be invisible to them Hey my name is Isaac and this is my story. I have a big family, three sisters, four brothers, my mom and dad. My parents work a lot but when hey do have time hey make sure to be here for us. I'm not really a bad boy kind of person but at the same time I do like breaking rules and I do not care what other people think. I would always get into a lot of fights I have been kicked out of school a few times. I would always change schools because of that but I never really cared since school wasn't really my thing. I have a twin brother who's the exact opposite of me. He is Mr. Popular as he has tons of frands as wall as girlfriend. They have been together for who knows how long. My twin brother's name is Leo. I just think he's too nice for me. Most people can't figure out who is who until they know our personalities. I'm not really mean Unless you bother me too much or piss me off then I'll show you my frue color. Trust me you wouldn't like it. Anyway, when I'm not in shool I hang out with some of my friends and ride on my motorcycle. When I'm alone ridding my motorcycle the fleeing of the wind brushing past me calms me. I am 19 years old and I'm 6'2 which is pretty tall. And on top of all that I'm gay.

chapter 1 Who are you?

My name is Luca and this is my story. I should first tell you a few things about myself. My mother died when I was younger due to an accident. My mom was nicest and kindest. People that knew her was very sad that she died. My father couldn’t even look at me because I look just like her. He became depressed to the point where he didn't want to work, so I had to get a job. I didn't really love it but I also didn't really hate it. I always work after school, oh my breask I would do my homework and some other students who had paid me to do their. I was okey with it because I have nothing better to do. So why not? I really needed the money but I couldn’t tell my father that I had a job and people are we’re paying me to their homework. He would be fruious at me, so I have to keep a secret. I am a senior in high school. I don't really have friends and the only friends I have are my books. I just focus on my schoolwork so I can graduate early. I am 18 years old and I'm not that tall as I'm only 5'7 and I'm gay. I don't really wear a lot of cool clothes and i mostly look like a nerd. I don’t really enjoy talking to people, I'm pretty shy and a quiet guy who sits all the way in the back row. It's better sitting at the back as I can see the outside and be with my own thoughts. I don't have to be around a lot of people and they usually don’t see me since I'm seem to be invisible to them Hey my name is Isaac and this is my story. I have a big family, three sisters, four brothers, my mom and dad. My parents work a lot but when hey do have time hey make sure to be here for us. I'm not really a bad boy kind of person but at the same time I do like breaking rules and I do not care what other people think. I would always get into a lot of fights I have been kicked out of school a few times. I would always change schools because of that but I never really cared since school wasn't really my thing. I have a twin brother who's the exact opposite of me. He is Mr. Popular as he has tons of frands as wall as girlfriend. They have been together for who knows how long. My twin brother's name is Leo. I just think he's too nice for me. Most people can't figure out who is who until they know our personalities. I'm not really mean Unless you bother me too much or piss me off then I'll show you my frue color. Trust me you wouldn't like it. Anyway, when I'm not in shool I hang out with some of my friends and ride on my motorcycle. When I'm alone ridding my motorcycle the fleeing of the wind brushing past me calms me. I am 19 years old and I'm 6'2 which is pretty tall. And on top of all that I'm gay.

I'm going to tell you a story ：
Once upon a time there was a beggar ，The little girl selling flowers gave him a rose ，The beggar found a dirty bottle for the roses ，He doesn't think such a dirty bottle is a recipe for such a beautiful rose ，So he wiped the bottle clean 。And he thinks ，Such beautiful roses and bottles ，It doesn't go with a dirty home ，So he cleaned up the house ，But such a beautiful home ，How can there be such a slovenly beggar ，So the beggar cleaned himself up 。Mendicant ：Why would you be a beggar ？So the beggar decided to find a job ，Be worthy of this rose 。

#DOUBUTSU-NO-KUNII loved it so much, it had a few heart breaking scenes but it was a fantastic story.

Chapter 2. How we met

Luca's POV:

It was raining pretty hard outside. I couldn't go to sleep so instead I grabbed my notebook and started to draw. Out of nowhere I heard a loud noise which had made me fall out of my bed. "Ouch... my back..." I muttered. I wasn't sure if I should run to the open my window and see what was going on or if I should run and hide. I sat on the floor until my alarm clock went off signaling that it was time for me to get up. "I guess it's nothing..." I said to myself shrugging it off before grabbing my notebook and shoving it inside my bag. I got ready for the day and left the house without saying goodbye to my father as he was still sleeping.

Issacs Pov:

I woke up pretty early mostly in my house it's always noisy and it gets really annoying, it was probably my father and his workers. Let me tell you, my father is a leader and a lot of people call my family monsters because of what we are. We would always moved frequently as many people wanted to hurt us are always after us. It's quite difficult to keep what we are a secret. I'm not saying we like to hurt people but we sometimes have our reasons as to why we need to. I don't have anger problems it's just when I'm mad I can't control it, my parents get really afraid especially my younger brother and sister. They're just afraid that something can happen. Luca's POV:

School was only half day today so I just went straight to school and when it had ended I went to work. I would always have to walk there since I didn't have a car but that's fine for me. I work at a restaurant well it was more so a cafe. There weren't many people here so it was a slow day. I put my umberalla aside to let it dry and started taking orders from customers. I heard someone's voice and looked up, for some reason my face started turning red as if I was blushing and I couldn't talk as I was shy.

Issac's POV: When I got up and got ready I went downstairs greeting my family with a good morning. I didn't really want to eat breakfast here so I headed somewhere else to grab some breakfast. It was raining when I headed out but I just grabbed my helmet and got on my motorcycle to start riding to a small cafe. I don't really know this place but it'll have to do. I parked my motorcycle and took my helmet off. I went in and looked around before going to the counter to order. "Hi, can I get a coffee to go?" I asked looking at the male working the counter. I could see the change in color of the male's face as he looked up at me. He couldn't even talk as if he had malfunctioned. His shyness was awfully cute to look at.

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┆╰─➤ h- hi guys I really hope you like this chapter 2. How we meet

┆╰─➤ I don’t know when I will make chapter 3. or what it’s going to be about

┆╰─➤I have to think of an idea

┆╰─➤So I can’t tell you when I'm gonna do the update

┆╰─➤ to be continued

┆╰─➤ bye bye have a good day or a good night

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i call it kenma 2.0😌👍 it looks like kenma but a girl lol

I know that it isn't important to their lives... but, this is the model that I imagined for the motorcycle of Sarila... it's a kawasaki ninja zx-10r, and I didn't know the model when I wrote the novel...

What do you think about the bike model?... It's beautiful, right???...

I am try to upload a manga but it's stuck isn't getting upload doesn't matter how much I try.

Gankutsuou (The count of monte cristo (anime))

Gankutsuou is my favorite anime, and it definitely deserves to be.
Even though it’s not a well known one, gankutsuou is an adored anime which is basically the anime version of the count of monte cristo, but with spaceships and space pirates.

The story goes around a young lad called Albert, which is bored so he gets into trouble and the Count saves him and befriends him. After that, the bizzare adventure of the Count begins and he starts excellently manipulating people with the only goal of getting revenge.

It has 24 episodes and it is DEFINITELY WORTH TO WATCH. From the artstyle to the compelling story, from the characters to the thrilling events, all are original and facinating to watch.

So watch it. It may be a bit boring in the first episode, but believe me it gets much, much better.

The Helpful Fox Senko-san (Sewayaki Kitsune no Senko-san) is a cute anime about a god that is trying to cure a salary man’s depression. But while doing this she just FLUFF AND FLUFF AND FLUFUFUFUUF and ITS SO FLUFFY LIKE U GOTTA SEE THAT FLUF AAAAAGH

It’s a pretty heartwarming anime, it’s as close as you can get to hp regeneration.
Oh and btw did I say ITS FUCKING WHOLESOME AF LIKE AAAAAAAA SHE CUTE
Ya might think this anime is sum fbi shit, but no it’s just wholesome. Really. IT’S really wholesome.
The story is great, it doesn’t change much other than THERE BEING MORE FLUFFFFFF

Yea so 9/10 bc I would like even more fluff

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Kimetsu no Yaiba (Demon slayer)

Y’all probably know this anime by now, but for anyone who hasn’t yet watched it,

Demon Slayer is one of the best anime that has came out in 2019, and this is because of its insanely good visuals,
NESUKOOOOO, sublime sound tracks and effects and NESUKOOOOO
There isn’t anything that original in the story, but it doesn’t have to be. Because they implement the same story so magnificently that you just can’t stop watching it.
Also, it has cliffhangers (Which don’t matter right now but THEY WERE SO FRICKING ROUGH LIKE UGH WHY WOULD YOU NOT LEAVE US LIKE THAT UFOTABLE)

The characters are loveable characters that don’t stop being interesting and you ultimately become fond with all of them.

I don’t want to give almost any spoilers, because this is an anime that you really should watch, you would definitely regret not watching it.


In conclusion, nezuko is precious and she is the best girl in the anime universe without a doubt.

As I said that it is just a ONESHOT stories, I will try to summarize it and upload the important happenings of this story. I will upload the last part of The First Knight and the Heaven Sword tomorrow to publish another ONESHOT.
but first, please read this chapter before the next part! Thanks! (the link below)

I will try to do a romance next ONESHOT... Am still working on the sex scenes because am a bit conservative so hopefully I could detail it in right way. (in English) 😊😊😊

https://www.niadd.com/chapter/The_First_Knight_and_the_Heaven_Sword_Part_3_/100028751/

Fall 2019 Upcoming must watch / check out shows:

New SEASOOOONS:

Boku no Hero Academia 4th Season - Oct 12
For those who watched bnha, it’s 4th season is almost here.

Sword Art Online: Alicization - season 2 Oct 13
Sword art online s2. yup it’s back. I have mixed feelings about this anime.

Shokugeki no Souma: Shin no Sara (Food wars 4th Season) - Oct 12
FINALLY. Benn waiting for this for AGES

Nanatsu no Taizai: Kamigami no Gekirin (7 Deadly sins season..2?) - Oct 9
Now this could be epic or shit.

Psycho-Pass 3 - Oct 25
I haven’t watched the previous seasons of this lmao so idk

Fate (ANOTHER FATE..well is this the 140th one now?) - Sep 29 (oh it’s already here)
Another fate..wooo..don’t care.

Bokutachi wa Benkyou ga Denkanai 2 - Oct 6
Harem anime season 2. yes. Idk why but japanese people obsess over this.

Chihayafuru 3 (3rd season) - Oct 23
Idk

Grandblue Fantasy Season 2 - Oct 5 (today)
Eh. Don’t care tbh.

High School Girl 2 - Oct 26
Um..what ze frick is this

Kono Oto Tomare! 2nd Season - Oct 6
OH YES PLEASE the music is very epic.

Fairy Gone 2nd season - oct 7
The first season was crep. eh.

NEW ANIME:

Shinchou Yuusha: Kono Yuusha ga Ore Tueee Kuse ni SHinchou Sugiru (Basically Cautious Hero) - Every Wendsday
This is a really good one. I watched the first ep and it looks like it’s going to be great. Isekai 1

Assassins Pride - Oct 10
I have no clue, but it has 40k members on myanimelist so maybe worth checking it out?
Idk lmao

Ore wo Suki wa Omae dake ka yo - Every Thursday
The first episode was fairly ok, it’s not for everyone because it’s kind of a generic harem
Actually I was going to instantly drop this because I hated the first 7 minutes, then right as I was dropping
it it just turned the tables by making the mc change his mood in a way that I haven’t seen before.
Check it out you might like it.

Azur Lane - Every Thursday (again)
It has action, military and historical tags.
Idk it looks wierd..meh.
The trailer didn’t tell shit tho

No Guns Life - Oct 11
Imma just say THIS TITLE REMINDED ME OF NO GAME NO LIFE AND HOW IT DOESN’T STILL HAVE A 2ND SEASON AGH
So sad.

Choujin Koukousei-tachi wa Isekai demo Yoyuu de Ikinuku you desu! (Hgih School Prodigies..) - Every Thursday
It looks nice..(it has great fan service too)
Worth checking out.
I don’t expect a whole lot but it’s interesting
Also, Isekai 2

Beastars - Oct 10
Furry

Hataage! Kemono Michi - Every Wendsday
Furry, but in a good way. Seriously this looks amazing lmao check it out I love it.
Isekai 3 lmao

Ahiru no Sora - Every Wendsday
Woo sports..don’t caree next

Babylon - Oct 7
Oh I went to Babylon the beach.
This looks good? Wait this is epic.
IT has a thriller tag so..iz a thriller / investigative thing
The trailer looks gret
Yeet

Honzuki no gekokujou: bla bla bla long name - Every Thursday
This looks bad. just no

Pet - Oct ??
It’s not about furries. The cover looks nice lmao

Watashi, Nouryoku wa Heikinchi de tte Itta yo ne! - Oct 7
Looks generic and bad. I’ll just pass this

Houkago Saikoro Club - Every Thursday
I’ll pass this aswell.

Hoshiai no Sora - Oct 11
Sora The teen adolescence story revolves around the coming-of-age of boys in a junior high school's soft tennis club, which is on the verge of shutting down. Touma Shinjou asks Maki Katsuragi to join the team for his vaunted abilities, and mentions a summer competition. Katsuragi asks for money in return for joining the team.
Yeah so um ok very epic copy paste by me

Keishichou Tokumubu Tokushu Kyouakuhan Taisakushitsu Dainanaka: Tokunana (muhaha y’all gotta write this name like I did which was hard af (I hope u can’t copy in this app so u got to write this all again(Idk if this is the case but ok))) - Oct 6
Looks..Isekai? 7 episodes? Wat Idk

Chuubyou gekihatsu Boy - Friday
No..I’ll watch just one more ep but Imma drop this one chief

XL Joushi - Is this a hentai?
The cover looks like it
-Oct 7

There are some more but I don’t have the time to write these anime, and all of them look shit so go to myanimelist if y’all wanna check them out.
This took centuries to write wtf

I want to read my manga but it won't let me log in. What's happening? I already downloaded the new update but I can't log in anymore. What's the point of posting a comment if they don't respond?