I Just Want To Be Killed
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tara endou
tara endou
Aug 20, 2018
#Circle-Zero-s-Otherworldly-Hero-Businessi know he's rude, and wtf with the inferior thingy, but there will be always room for "Character development" I would like to know the continuation. *whispers* actually I just want to see those hoes "killed" by Paril
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Shin Sawada
Shin Sawada
May 08, 2022
I want this to be my new oc
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Adil Alshehri
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May 15, 2019
I want to rape one
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Alan Luiz
Alan Luiz
Aug 15, 2022
Ukraine War: The Donbas body collector who has lost count
Aleksey Yukov standing next to the white van, marked with a red cross
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Aleksey Yukov and his men recover dead bodies of Ukrainian and Russian soldiers killed in combat in the Donbas
Aleksey Yukov has lost count of the bodies he's recovered in the Donbas over the past five months. He says he thinks it's more than 300, but he can't be sure.

Aleksey and his men drive a refrigerated white van, marked with a red cross, to carry out their work. They often drive towards danger to collect the bodies and remains of dead Ukrainian and Russian troops and civilians.

"We work with no days off. Constantly. We drive, we investigate, we transport, we search, all the time," he says.

It's grim work too - digging up the decomposing bodies of Russian soldiers buried in shallow trenches, or gathering their remains from burnt out armoured vehicles.

According to the United Nations, more than 5,000 Ukrainian civilians have been killed since Russia invaded in February.

There are no official figures for how many Ukrainian troops have died. But one adviser to President Zelensky told the BBC last month that between 100-200 Ukrainian soldiers were being killed every day. On average it's at the lower end of that scale.


Aleksey says that figure sounds realistic to him. But he believes the Russians are losing three times that number.

One Ukrainian soldier we spoke to, who had fought in Severodonetsk, described Russian tactics as similar to the First World War - with waves of their infantry running into a hail of bullets.

Smoke rising near homes in Donbas
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Smoke rises near homes in the eastern Donbas region, where Russia has targeted its ground offensive
Who does Aleksey think is winning the war? "It's not about who is winning," he says. "It's about who's right. They [Russia] came here and that was unforgivable".

Every Ukrainian soldier we spoke to said they still believed they could win. Even in units that had suffered combat casualties of more than half of the troops.

But it's taking its toll on the living as well as the dead. Aleksey hasn't seen his one-year-old daughter for months.

"This war has ruined the life you had and the one you've been building," he says.


He adds that at the end of the day it all catches up: "That feeling when you are empty inside. The unfillable void".

Why Russia wants to seize Ukraine's eastern Donbas
Death comes quickly in the Donbas. Russian shells take mere seconds to land, and they're being used in industrial quantities. On average Russia is firing 20,000 artillery shells a day. Ukraine is able to respond with just 6,000.

There's no respite from the sound of heavy shelling at a military medical station we visit. The chief medical officer - who only wants to be known as Dr Anatoliy for his own safety - describes the situation on the frontline as "fragile".

He shows us photographs of a badly damaged military ambulance - riddled with bullet holes and torn to shreds by shrapnel. Dr Anatoliy says the red cross painted on their vehicles mean nothing to Russians. Two more ambulances are waiting outside the building under camouflage nets - ready to go to pick up the injured.

Tina packing a military bag inside an ambulance
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Before volunteering to join the army Tina worked at a children's hospital
We meet Tina and Polina, two front line medics.

Tina used to work at a children's hospital before she volunteered to join the army. She wipes away tears as she talks about the family she's now missing.


"The pain goes away, because you have a task: to get a person to a hospital alive" she says. I ask if she's scared. "Of course it's scary. When a shell lands nearby, everything shrinks inside you".

For every soldier killed many more are injured. Tina says she's not allowed to give numbers but adds "there are casualties almost every day, and not just one. Sometimes many, sometimes a lot".

Polina standing near a vehicle
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Twenty-one-year-old Polina says she exercises and listens to music to keep some sense of normality
Polina is just 21. The war's already cast a big shadow over her short life.

Her father and uncle are now prisoners in Russian-occupied Ukraine. She says she's trying her best not to let it get her down. She exercises and listens to music whenever she can - just to keep some sense of normality.

But Polina admits it's hard not to feel gloomy and depressed: "Apart from the bullets flying over your head, wounded people - and those wounded are often my friends and buddies - if you're taking it to heart it's going to be tough".

It's the troops she treats who give her hope.

"The guys who are injured and exhausted don't even want to go to hospital sometimes. They say I'm not going to leave my mates, we're holding the line together".

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abinadi481
abinadi481
May 04, 2019
Dear administrators I want to inform you that the application restarts every time I try to tag another user I want to know if it is just my case or is in general for this current version
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Moondrops
Moondrops
Aug 20, 2018
#Circle-Zero-s-Otherworldly-Hero-Businessusually I give good reviews but this is quite rude and sexes, just cause they are women doesn't mean they're weak and saying that they are just prey is very disrespectful, but i do like the art and that he was killed, and frankly I do wanna see his revenge ,but it'd be better if you stop doing the sexes thing ,your already at 2 star's,it'd also be good if you toned done the rudeness level by a lot
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Micah Melissa Katigbak
Micah Melissa Katigbak
Jun 06, 2019
I'm new here, and I just want to express myself. Bcoz ima super fan of manga and anime. I'm working on this since yesterday, and now I think his 40% that he'll finish. I need inspiration 🤩😍
#AnimeClub
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Manga ❤
Manga ❤
Jan 04, 2022
Kid i used to be
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anime6
anime6
Dec 01, 2021
Here I go gacha club OC anime just tell me who you want
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Kirsten Fortune
Kirsten Fortune
Mar 18, 2022
hi guys I am new here I just came today can I be you friend please ☺️
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Gabriela Bentes22045
Aug 20, 2018
#I-want-to-Kiss-you-in-that-MomentMT fofinho
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Mikey's slippers
Mikey's slippers
Jan 21, 2022
Can anyone please chat me I want to chat
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♥︎𝑁𝑒𝑘𝑜♡︎ 𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑦 ♥︎
♥︎𝑁𝑒𝑘𝑜♡︎ 𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑦 ♥︎
Apr 02, 2022
Chapter 2. How we met

Luca's POV:

It was raining pretty hard outside. I couldn't go to sleep so instead I grabbed my notebook and started to draw. Out of nowhere I heard a loud noise which had made me fall out of my bed. "Ouch... my back..." I muttered. I wasn't sure if I should run to the open my window and see what was going on or if I should run and hide. I sat on the floor until my alarm clock went off signaling that it was time for me to get up. "I guess it's nothing..." I said to myself shrugging it off before grabbing my notebook and shoving it inside my bag. I got ready for the day and left the house without saying goodbye to my father as he was still sleeping.

Issacs Pov:

I woke up pretty early mostly in my house it's always noisy and it gets really annoying, it was probably my father and his workers. Let me tell you, my father is a leader and a lot of people call my family monsters because of what we are. We would always moved frequently as many people wanted to hurt us are always after us. It's quite difficult to keep what we are a secret. I'm not saying we like to hurt people but we sometimes have our reasons as to why we need to. I don't have anger problems it's just when I'm mad I can't control it, my parents get really afraid especially my younger brother and sister. They're just afraid that something can happen. Luca's POV:

School was only half day today so I just went straight to school and when it had ended I went to work. I would always have to walk there since I didn't have a car but that's fine for me. I work at a restaurant well it was more so a cafe. There weren't many people here so it was a slow day. I put my umberalla aside to let it dry and started taking orders from customers. I heard someone's voice and looked up, for some reason my face started turning red as if I was blushing and I couldn't talk as I was shy.

Issac's POV: When I got up and got ready I went downstairs greeting my family with a good morning. I didn't really want to eat breakfast here so I headed somewhere else to grab some breakfast. It was raining when I headed out but I just grabbed my helmet and got on my motorcycle to start riding to a small cafe. I don't really know this place but it'll have to do. I parked my motorcycle and took my helmet off. I went in and looked around before going to the counter to order. "Hi, can I get a coffee to go?" I asked looking at the male working the counter. I could see the change in color of the male's face as he looked up at me. He couldn't even talk as if he had malfunctioned. His shyness was awfully cute to look at.

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┆╰─➤ h- hi guys I really hope you like this chapter 2. How we meet

┆╰─➤ I don’t know when I will make chapter 3. or what it’s going to be about

┆╰─➤I have to think of an idea

┆╰─➤So I can’t tell you when I'm gonna do the update

┆╰─➤ to be continued

┆╰─➤ bye bye have a good day or a good night

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Elise Elleneth
Elise Elleneth
Dec 25, 2018
I would like to take this moment to thank you my first donator. I am not sure if I allowed to mention the name but thank you for the support!

I am just asking a penny for my Artist project (fees). I want to work on my book covers and original characters soon to include uploading!
Hope you'll like the story!

https://www.niadd.com/original/10006061.html
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♥︎𝑁𝑒𝑘𝑜♡︎ 𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑦 ♥︎
♥︎𝑁𝑒𝑘𝑜♡︎ 𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑦 ♥︎
Apr 02, 2022
chapter 1 Who are you?

My name is Luca and this is my story. I should first tell you a few things about myself. My mother died when I was younger due to an accident. My mom was nicest and kindest. People that knew her was very sad that she died. My father couldn’t even look at me because I look just like her. He became depressed to the point where he didn't want to work, so I had to get a job. I didn't really love it but I also didn't really hate it. I always work after school, oh my breask I would do my homework and some other students who had paid me to do their. I was okey with it because I have nothing better to do. So why not? I really needed the money but I couldn’t tell my father that I had a job and people are we’re paying me to their homework. He would be fruious at me, so I have to keep a secret. I am a senior in high school. I don't really have friends and the only friends I have are my books. I just focus on my schoolwork so I can graduate early. I am 18 years old and I'm not that tall as I'm only 5'7 and I'm gay. I don't really wear a lot of cool clothes and i mostly look like a nerd. I don’t really enjoy talking to people, I'm pretty shy and a quiet guy who sits all the way in the back row. It's better sitting at the back as I can see the outside and be with my own thoughts. I don't have to be around a lot of people and they usually don’t see me since I'm seem to be invisible to them Hey my name is Isaac and this is my story. I have a big family, three sisters, four brothers, my mom and dad. My parents work a lot but when hey do have time hey make sure to be here for us. I'm not really a bad boy kind of person but at the same time I do like breaking rules and I do not care what other people think. I would always get into a lot of fights I have been kicked out of school a few times. I would always change schools because of that but I never really cared since school wasn't really my thing. I have a twin brother who's the exact opposite of me. He is Mr. Popular as he has tons of frands as wall as girlfriend. They have been together for who knows how long. My twin brother's name is Leo. I just think he's too nice for me. Most people can't figure out who is who until they know our personalities. I'm not really mean Unless you bother me too much or piss me off then I'll show you my frue color. Trust me you wouldn't like it. Anyway, when I'm not in shool I hang out with some of my friends and ride on my motorcycle. When I'm alone ridding my motorcycle the fleeing of the wind brushing past me calms me. I am 19 years old and I'm 6'2 which is pretty tall. And on top of all that I'm gay.
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♥︎𝑁𝑒𝑘𝑜♡︎ 𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑦 ♥︎
♥︎𝑁𝑒𝑘𝑜♡︎ 𝑘𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑦 ♥︎
Apr 02, 2022
chapter 1 Who are you?

My name is Luca and this is my story. I should first tell you a few things about myself. My mother died when I was younger due to an accident. My mom was nicest and kindest. People that knew her was very sad that she died. My father couldn’t even look at me because I look just like her. He became depressed to the point where he didn't want to work, so I had to get a job. I didn't really love it but I also didn't really hate it. I always work after school, oh my breask I would do my homework and some other students who had paid me to do their. I was okey with it because I have nothing better to do. So why not? I really needed the money but I couldn’t tell my father that I had a job and people are we’re paying me to their homework. He would be fruious at me, so I have to keep a secret. I am a senior in high school. I don't really have friends and the only friends I have are my books. I just focus on my schoolwork so I can graduate early. I am 18 years old and I'm not that tall as I'm only 5'7 and I'm gay. I don't really wear a lot of cool clothes and i mostly look like a nerd. I don’t really enjoy talking to people, I'm pretty shy and a quiet guy who sits all the way in the back row. It's better sitting at the back as I can see the outside and be with my own thoughts. I don't have to be around a lot of people and they usually don’t see me since I'm seem to be invisible to them Hey my name is Isaac and this is my story. I have a big family, three sisters, four brothers, my mom and dad. My parents work a lot but when hey do have time hey make sure to be here for us. I'm not really a bad boy kind of person but at the same time I do like breaking rules and I do not care what other people think. I would always get into a lot of fights I have been kicked out of school a few times. I would always change schools because of that but I never really cared since school wasn't really my thing. I have a twin brother who's the exact opposite of me. He is Mr. Popular as he has tons of frands as wall as girlfriend. They have been together for who knows how long. My twin brother's name is Leo. I just think he's too nice for me. Most people can't figure out who is who until they know our personalities. I'm not really mean Unless you bother me too much or piss me off then I'll show you my frue color. Trust me you wouldn't like it. Anyway, when I'm not in shool I hang out with some of my friends and ride on my motorcycle. When I'm alone ridding my motorcycle the fleeing of the wind brushing past me calms me. I am 19 years old and I'm 6'2 which is pretty tall. And on top of all that I'm gay.
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Nov 06, 2020
i just try to make it's not that good 😅
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Manga ❤
Jan 02, 2022
i want it😭
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Sakura anime
Oct 17, 2019
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Aug 22, 2018
#MAJO-NO-BIYAKUwhen is the going to update I want to read the end! ughhhhh
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